come what may

sometimes we think we know but actually we never did.

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 10:26:21 GMT

"tell me what you want..." sadly we woman never know what we want.

the past two night was filled with fun and laughter and tears. I'm glad the heart has not harder and glad there were tears. the thoughts has been in my head for quite sometime..if i had a choice i would never wish to enter those number. But i had to causes it's still a issues that i can't seem to be able to put it down.

At the end of the day, perhaps it's time to look back that i never exactly knew you, except i'm still living on the past memory of you when i first got to know you. I've concluded that you have been the selfish one after all, caring for your own. That's really something scary to know actually..but its time to wise up and realise that's you..

it's okay to cry but let's not live in denial.

'that's her'

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 15:35:21 GMT

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the starts and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay up just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hands in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without make up.

jx says: one who is constantly reminding you of how
much he cares and how lucky his is to have you...
the one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 17:39:59 GMT

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow.

how real it can happen to us in our everyday life. i just want to say, i hope to keep this as one of my prayer when i face a battle. be strong in the lord, for he shall be there in times of need....

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 17:36:29 GMT

i've heard of couples with difference within them turn out well, some got married,some even build each other up.some thought each other what it means to really love one another despite the differences.i really do envy and admire those who were up to the challenge that they faced. but i really guess it must have not been easy either.ha

However, there are people who end up breaking up because of their differences, not being able to handle each other differences which led to the downfall of their relationship.

oh well. i guess learn from those who survived it. ha!

i guess.

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 15:33:03 GMT

i guess i would like to keep those sweet memories of friends, relationship
and move on towards having even more sweeter memories with other people(:
have a blessed week ahead!

unspoken.

Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:08:29 GMT

knot.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 15:02:04 GMT

had a lovely dinner with mummy and sis. we went to havecrab! ohh the last time we had one was like ages ago...!
the crab was simply awesome,sweet and surprisingly the butter crab was really good!
would want to try the chilli crab the next time! had our desserts at gardens and it was woohoo.

sometimes, their company can be really quite nice!

alright shall end here. will head to bed like soon.
been sneezing since the whole afternoon. nose gonna drop soon!
night world.

secrets.

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 02:06:45 GMT

deep thoughts, deep secrets where people won't be able to know.
only you, yourself and i know.

i guess some secrets are not meant to told, if your friends
decides not to tell you.

shhhh..secrets.

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 06:20:28 GMT

taken for granted?

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:24:58 GMT

i'm trying to fill up my calender. seems quite empty for the month of july and i should try to do something every sat. haha maybe start doing my fyp for this year. been moving way too slowly for this project. and ohh i'm like really dying to wait for july to quickly pass by so that aug would come real quick and heh, tada, bangkok here i come!

i've been trying to find a job, but looks like i will still be out of cash for the time being:(

alright nothing much to blog anyway! have a fun weekend to all!

memories!

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 05:33:08 GMT

hello. going through photo albums just bring back lots of memories. tears, joy, laughter and finally most importantly, friendship.
and how sometimes, you think about the future, you see ten years down the road, your friends standing by your side. How some come and go, and how somehow you know who would be there walking down the lane with you till the end. i really envy people who are the age of 60 plus and somehow, the girlfriends statues are still among them. cool.

walking down the memory lane...

i hope they will be the one that starts and end with me. love all(:

six years.

Friends, i guess these are the people who will be with you most of your life, when you're in love, they are the one who will protect you, judge for you. They will be the one, who will hold you up, when you fall. They are the one who will give you love when you feel unlove. Finally they are love!

thanks to those who have been holding me all the while(:

(:

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 05:01:54 GMT

not long ago, i just came back from malaysia. I guess it was indeed a point of refreshment for me. but as compared to the previous one, the other one was much much more memorable.

school started yesterday but i just started it today. hahaha! self declare when to start school. well i really can't wait till aug to come so that i can get my well deserve rest, but thats means i'll be missing silly for about ten days!

in any case, i think i won't be shopping much in singapore. since the sales isn't really very fantastic! Bangkok, wait for me to come!HAHA.

And oh lastly, i'm really hoping to work at frolick (@gardens) at least i can get some cash into my hands! then i won't be so so broke! hahaha.

gtg!

XOXO

camp 06'

xoxo,gossip girls

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:27:43 GMT

just finish watching gossip girls last night(: hoping there will be season twoo(:

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:01:48 GMT

now i know what it really feels to know how your friends view you as well as your lover.
the feeling totally sucks and now, i know what it really means to say this" are they true to you".
As disappointed they are with you, you are as disappointed with them as well. i guess this is called
vice versa.

"perhaps we all should not be true to others but just be true to yourself. "

~~awaitsfortherightmoment.~~

late night tummy aches:(

Thu, 22 May 2008 15:40:22 GMT

having some runs, and it hurts quite badly..
but the thing is that it hurts yet, i still don'twant to
head to bed. oh silly me!

Thu, 22 May 2008 03:28:19 GMT

i think i'm dying in school. today's module really boring and teacher really cannot make it!
can't wait till 31st may to be here and i get my three weeks holiday! woohoo.

Wed, 21 May 2008 11:04:16 GMT

blank.

Wed, 21 May 2008 09:55:20 GMT

ice cream on a hot day, would be perfect.

Wed, 21 May 2008 09:53:47 GMT

they were best friends, lovers and soul mates,
destined to be together, everyone thought. - ps:i love you

(:

Tue, 13 May 2008 16:22:19 GMT

i've finally gotten my new phone. this round,i hope it does fail me! haha
listen everyone, i can HEAR YOU clearly with this new phone. heh.
i'm going to treat it like a precious thing to me.

apart from that, this weekend, i tried cooking carbonara, sotong and baked cheesecake.
i think the chesscake was quite yummy.carbonara was so-so. and sotong was edible
BUT SALTY. heh.

okay next i'll try mastering the art of cooking pasta, and and some other baking skills.
:)

alright off i go.

Tue, 06 May 2008 03:58:33 GMT

i'm hoping that i can save enough cash for both camp and haha perhaps a trip with my close friends in poly to bintan. just to relax and have fun. nothing more that just that. so which means i've to find a part time job like really soon? if not, a the rate that my mum does not give me my allowence ( on time/ or even half of it ) my savings will definately go broke man. sheez.

and i seriously can't wait till aug here, which means i'm flying off to thailand for my well deserve rest. haha.

Sun, 04 May 2008 16:49:31 GMT

As older i get, i realise, i'm getting old and hate to do wacky things or more like, it depends on my mood. mood swings getting more often. and somehow, i feel sick and tired or what i've to do, getting good grades to get into uni, i hate being told what i need to do and what's good for me. i hate it when people just can't seem to see what i see. i hate to heard commands that pierce my ears.

i just want to take what i want to hear, that's all it matters, and not caring how selfish i look like.

and when that day comes, i think my worries are all gone. ha.

life sucks.

heat wave

Sun, 04 May 2008 16:18:57 GMT

rarr. it's so hot, that it gets on my nerve.
everyday been taking my showers at least
three times a day, i sound like a freak. ha.

life been so exciting. haha ya right. been bored
like crazy!

gtg, tml there's class!

zonked.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:10:05 GMT

life been quite bored. And all i want is my bed right now.

school(:

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 16:09:23 GMT

hello. today's my first day in year two, and well it was Okay~
ha and i was early for school today and even had breakfast
and macs! tml breakfast would be at yakun! ha. good way
of not being late for class, since they are like super strict.
o.5 downgrade when you're late after 830.. BUT the greatest
REWARD would be every wednesday i need not head down to
school which means, free time.. haha no la, need to do my final
year proj..

alright shall head to bed. tomorrow another long day(: